Thursday, April 14, 2011

One day...so many questions.

So many questions...I don't even know where to start. Between my work and my personal life, I don't know what to think about life!

35th and Clarke (Clarke with and e)...full term labor on the street corner. My patient is 34 weeks pregnant and wants her child out. She is having some minor pain but not in labor. She was scheduled to be induced yesterday, but missed her appointment; thank crack for that. She has been using crack everyday since she can remember, through both her pregnancies, but says she cares about her child. Nurses at the hospital told me that the State will be taking her baby after delivery, but that is not comforting at the least. Another child brought into this world addicted to crack...with no choice in the matter.

.........?????...two double Crown on the rocks I still can't wrap my mind around it!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Opening Day

My first opening day! We had great seats thanks to George Webb...and THE BRAT WINS!

But I can't rotate my picture properly so you need to turn your monitor or lay down next to it lol!


Where have You been?

Something I have been asking myself for some time recently is "Where have You been"? Yes ... You Lord...

As a Christian I know the answer to that question, but as a sinner I don't! Everyone always says that the Lord is all around us and I agree. It is impossible to look around and not see that the Lord is in everything, but during my weakest times, I can't see him next to me!

I went for a walk up and down my driveway a few weeks ago, asking the Lord to make a decision for me because I knew that I was struggling with what should have been and easy decision. Problem is that I feared turning my life over to the Lord...I felt it was easier for me to make my own decisions without his guidance.

I have really struggled with prayer lately, so the only words that I felt comfortable saying to Him were "Thy will be done".